Paul never does say exactly what the thorn in his flesh is, but we know that he takes pleasure in it. Despite the fact that he most certainly wished that he was not afflicted thus. I too have been given a thorn of the flesh. Mine is depression. Some days it is very hard for me to take pleasure in anything.
I was diagnosed with my "thorn" only a couple years ago, but have suffered from it for my entire life. I do not take medication for it anymore, but I do not expect that others could- or should- choose to do the same thing. This was just my personal choice. Do not misunderstand me. There are days when I think I most certainly should still be medicated. The last few days have come close to qualifying. However, I remain faithful that the Lord has a purpose for my pain, and that is so that He is glorified.
I do not write this for your sympathy, only to explain my inability to write a post worth much the last couple days. I am emotionally spent, and it takes all the energy I have just to read my bible and keep myself sane, knowing that my infirmities, and in this case the catalyst for my infirmity (my testimony) bring Him all glory.
So, remember that no matter the thorn in your flesh, if God has chosen not to remove from you that infirmity, there is some way that it glorifies the Lord, and you should take pleasure in it. Read His Holy Word; stay strong, knowing that He loves you, and that His grace is sufficient for you.
--Lord, I pray today that though you have not taken my thorn from my flesh, that I remember everyday to take pleasure in it, because through it, I will glorify Your name. I can think of no greater honor than this. Continue to use me Lord, and continue to use my words to reach out to others that have their own thorns. I ask and pray these things in Jesus' Holy Name, Amen.
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